I'm 19. A college student. My life is almost always a mess. Subconsciously I cause myself to force change. My blog is almost always a mess too. I am the farthest thing from perfect. I'm awkward. Nothing I intend to say comes out right. If you tell me to walk a straight line, I will walk a zig-zagged one. I am indecisive. I don't see beauty in the same way most other people do. I will spend all day in the library reading rather than going to my classes. I am passionately curious and I want the realest version of life. It doesn't always feel good, but its all we have. I crave the truth. I post pictures I like. Some carry meaning, most don't though. Plain and simple.